i'm stuck on this one.

i know that i should have something to say here.  and i do.  i have a lot of things to say.  but do you ever feel like there are just too many words?  i talk and think things TO DEATH.  they just keep coming and coming and coming and they never end.  and then there is this one thing.  my head will explode soon if i do not work this out.  i am too caught up in this, and i am the only one holding myself here.  i need to let go, but i can't.  i have so many other things that i am and should be doing.  so many responsibilities.  so many joys.  so much.  just so much.  yet i am stuck on this one.  still.